It’s not really a competition.
When life gets me down, I turn to music. It’s like a artistic expression that soothes my soul so that I can focus back on life. Lately my Zune has gotten an insane amount of plays just to stay on track with what needs to be done. All of my collection of music is utilized, everything from screaming music to get me pumped, to slower music to calm me down later on in the day. It really just comes down to the plain and simple matter of my affinity for the mp3 player of my choice.
I love you zune.
Each day passes quicker than the one that trails behind it, there really hasn’t ever been a chapter in my life where time has had such a disregard for laws of science. The only difference between myself a year ago and now, is that my life’s work now consists of being creative and setting forth my own drive for completing each task handed to me. Not only are their business related tasks now but insane personal ones to accomplish. Now unlike any other time, I have been forced to re-associate with a new group of people. It’s something that has shaped myself and the friendships that I will hold for the rest of my life.
Seemingly enough finding time for myself to calmly set pace for my completionist attitude is very daunting these days. Fortunately lately it hasn’t been too difficult. Just today I had found time for a few hours of work, and lots of hours of calm thinking time sitting with this piece of shit laptop that has a very intermittent wifi card (you heard me HP I’m coming for you).
Hopefully tonight, the girl that I love will become the girl of my dreams (as most nights).